Misery

i've tried.
i've tried to breathe trough my lungs,
i couldn't.
i've tried to restrain the beat in my heart,
i couldn't.
i've tried to kill the screams in my head,
i couldn't.
i've tried my best to resist,
but instead, you take over my whole soul
and it's never been a bliss
'cause you never knew that you did.

theonethatcouldneverbetheone